Christmas Special.
The Araneta Center Christmas special is currently airing in ABS-CBN and it makes me sad. This will be the saddest Christmas I will ever have.
My mom refused to decorate the house because she doesn’t want to be happy. Daddy was diagnosed with a stage 3 (or 4?) cancer and is currently undergoing chemotherapy. It makes me sad because she is making all of us feel miserable. Yes, some bad things may happen but I am sad because we will not be celebrating Christmas.
It is possible that we are in the hospital on the 25th or whatever. Personally, I would want to celebrate Christmas at the hospital than at home because my cousins will be celebrating Christmas, but we won’t.
In my opinion, I would want to celebrate Christmas now with all the grandest stuff available because we do not know when will dad leave us but it is the opposite of everything that is happening now. Even us, we had to stop our normal lives for dad. Not that I am against this, it is just that, the world will not stop for us. It will continue to rotate and bring us every day and night.
It is very saddening. :(
